Express The Angel

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Tuesday, August 6, 2013 | 12:45 AM | 0 Alien

I still get the tingly feelings inside me while I'm around him.

Assalammualaikum.

Before saya masuk tajuk mengarut-2 apa semua ni, lemme ucap Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

(The combination of Aidil dan Shimi) RLAB. Kidding.

Saya menyusun 9999999 jari (as if I got all the jaris now), memohon berinfinity kemaafan from all of you yang telah disakitkan hati oleh saya. Oh My BM.

Kalau ada apa-2 salah, tersilap cakap atau memang sengaja silap cakap atau terkasar bahasa atau memang saya sengaja nak kasarkan bahasa saya atau terguris perasaan atau termengata atau tersakitkan hati ke apa,
saya minta maaf. Biasalah, nobody is perfect and I'm trying to be nobody. HAHAR.

Everyone deserves a second chance.

So, this year, I'm going to beraya dekat Malacca. Again? Yes, people, again and you know how annoyed I am about it. It's been 3 freaking years already! *sobs sobs*

And heck, if only I can drive, I'll drive to Malacca on the night before Hari Raya, not days before Hari Raya. I don't like being there, to be honest. I don't have anything to do there, seriously.

So, stop bout kampung.

Baju raya saya kaler kuning tahun ini! It's supposed to be blue! HAHA XD. Keluarga saya semua kuning. Tapi kuning saya sesat sebab kuning saya kuning cerah. But who cares? Still cantik baju tu tapi jarang. Benci betul. Kene pakai inner. Hang ingat kat Melaka tu sejuk sangat ke sampai nak kene pakai berlapis-lapis baju ni? Saya baru perasan baju tu jarang lepas dah beli -_-

Tudung saya pun, kaler kuning-2 coklat gitu. Labuh, kinda. Kasut saya kaler coklat. And saya tak tahu what will I look like bila dah pakai semua bende alah tu. Harap-2 tak buruk.

So, yeah, let's get into the topic!

Pembawa virus - a common nickname for me now.

Starting off with singing virus, then, killing virus, then, virus merepek BDA, then, virus bangang and now, I'm back with virus selsema.

It started off me sneezing on Tuesday, yes, the pisa exam or whatever the name was. I was sneezing all the time like heck, I couldn't control it and I even forgot to say "pineapple" when I was about to sneeze. Only God knew how painful, anooying, mengada and everything yang sama waktu dengannya I felt on that day. And I didn't give a damn about my results. All I care was me and only me. I was actually thinking of calling my dad to fetch me home cause I felt like catching a cold but then, after awhile, I felt better and for some reasons, I didn't feel like going home.

Skip skip skip...

Days later, people telling me I'm the pembawa virus selsema and when someone sneezed, they called me and told me I was the main reason why people sneezed in my class.

Hari Khamis tu, saya dah siap-siap bawa balik buku teks. Nasib baik beg saya besar. Yes, babeh, that's the biggest knapsack in the shop and it actually seems really kecik to me. HAHA XD. I love big bag cause I can put EVERYTHING in it!

Bila Jumaat, form 1,2,4 masuk dewan. Ada majlis khatam Al-Quran. Dapat chocolates. Oh yeah, babeh! Saya ada tolong balut sikit chocolates tu semua. And yeah, saya ambil yang kaler biru. Suara budak tu best gila-2 nak mampus masa persembahan lagu bende ntah tu! And masa part diaorg sebut Allah tu, gila best! Saya nak nangis! Tapi being a gentlegirl I am, chewah, saya tahan. Serious best performance tu! Saya rasa nak record and tengok again and again performance tu! T_T

Lepas je habis majlis tu, saya rasa lapar, so, saya cakap, "LAPAR!" kat Syafiqah. HAHA XD. Saya selalu cakap bende ni dalam kelas. Bila lapar, saya tak boleh duduk diam. Saya kene jalan-2, bising, dance or nyanyi-2. Tak boleh duduk and belajar je. Makin lapar lagi adalah! Saya baru perasan, saya ni hyper jugak, sometimes. Lagi-2 kalau puasa ni. Saya gi suruh kakak (Amira) menari but dia tak nak. Letih. Puasa. HAHA XD. Macam saya tak puasa, kan? Saya pun puasa jugak tapi saya hyper je.

Pernah satu hari tu, Zakirah bising kata dia dahaga. Then, terus saya ceramah dia. Saya kata...

"Puasa ajar kita untuk bersabar! Kita kene sabar! Tahan dahaga/lapar tu! Cuba awak bayangkan orang yang susah tu, kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang, kais malam makan malam! Kesian diaorang! Kita puasa untuk ajar kita bende-2 macam tu!"

The first sentence saya cakap tu, almost semua orang tengok saya, even Faresha yang duduk jauh drpd tempat Kirah. Shimi and fikri pun pandang. Malu, saya slip ke bawah, duduk kat lantai. Well, that's why people kata saya budak terbiar dalam kelas. saya seorang je yang selalu sangat duduk atas lantai.

Macam masa hari Rabu, masa Geo, saya pergi belakang, macam biasa. Tu rutin harian saya, nak buat guane? Then, kita nyanyi lagu Nonono. Izzati suruh saya menari lagu tu. saya buat hand gestures aje. Then, cikgu nampak and suruh kita menari kat depan. Dia bagi RM10. Tak hingin saya. Buat malu aje. Izzati kept on telling me to gi depan and menari lagu Nonono. Tak nak lah! Sexy! Urghhh...

Before tu, cikgu ada datang ke belakang and suruh saya pergi duduk tempat saya. Saya duduk kat tempat saya jap, but then, saya pergi balik kat belakang sebab Syahirah takde and Hamizah tgh cakap dengan Aifaa and Auni and Adlin tengah buat kerja. So, saya pergi belakang. And then, cikgu gi belakang lepas lama sikit, suruh saya duduk tmpt saya. saya terkejut, terus terduduk atas lantai. Nasib baik saya melutut je masa tu. Kalau berdiri, mesti sakit impact dia. Lepas tu, saya berdiri smbil menghadap kat cikgu and cikgu jalan ke depan (ke arah saya). Saya terkejut and takut dengan cikgu masa tu sebab he looked like a giant masa tu. Dah lah tinggi gila-2 nak mampus, 4 cm lebih tinggi drpd suami saya! Gila! Saya ke belakang and pergi kat meja Kirah.

First time saya takut kat someone sebab ketinggian dia.

Masa PJ/rehat, semua nak nyanyi lagu Growl tapi tak reti -_- Why?! Then, saya dengan Atiqah nak minta tolong Atina. But then, dia pun tak sure sangat. And dia shy-shy cat.

I think OME just makes me English getting worse cause I keep saying those stupid idioms/proverbs.

Oh yeah, also, hari tu birthday Aifaa, my baby sister! Happy birthday, adik! But dia malu nak nyanyi kat saya. Ada aku cekik budak ni kang - I told her that when she was all malu to sing in front of me.

Masa saya kemas beg, Aishah kata, Syafiqah dah tunggu saya. So, saya cepat-2 kemas beg and pergi kat Syafiqah. Kita suruh budak 1G beratur apa semua tu dulu. then, pergi kat kelas 1D. Sama je. Then, Shah(?) datang and cakap dengan Syafiqah pasal bende alah ni lah. Saya jalan tengah-2, belakang sikit. Diaorang sangat sweet together! HAHA XD. Saya tengah zoned out masa tu, so, saya tak perasan diaorang berhenti. Saya jalan pulak senget, pastu, saya terlanggar pakcik tu. Bila terlanggar tu, saya pegang bahu dia. Ergh, tu reflect saya -_- Sebab selalunya, kalau saya langgar adik-2 saya, saya pegang bahu diaorang. HAHA XD. Then, saya kata sorry. Pastu, masa nak suruh budak kelas 1A turun, ada cikgu. Masa tu saya clueless nak buat apa. Gila-2 clueless.

Lepas lama-2 tu, budak kelas 1K turun, ada seorang pakcik yang sangat familiar apa bende ntah nama dia ni, kata, "Selamat Hari Raya, kak!" Dia sangat... wow. Tak, dia tak handsome. Dia budak mengarut yang pernah kata bende kelakar masa nak minta pergi tandas drpd Ustzh Rohana masa kelab. Tapi dia terlalu friendly and that made me terkejut. HAHA XD. Dia selalu tegur people kalau jumpa. I tak tahu lah kalau dia sengaja macam nak perli ke apa, tapi dia selalu bagi salam. That's just so good of him.

Masa kat bawah, people panggil saya dari atas. Diaorang kata Selamat Hari Raya semua tu! Sweet je! Saya senyum and buat gesture Gong Xi Fa Cai (how do I even spell that thingy?) Then, saya buat love sign! Lepas tu, saya lari naik atas, ucap Selamat Hari Raya kat semua orang, except for the boys.

Mula-2, Faresha. Saya salam, kata cepat-2 "Selamat hari raya, saya minta maaf!" dalam Spongebob-like tone. Yes, memang bingit suara saya masa tu. Faresha tak nak salam dengan saya. Merajuk sebab bende ntah. HAHA XD. Pastu, saya tarik tangan dia, saya salam dia. Then, dia ketawa. HAHAR. Atiqah, saya peluk dia, rasanya! Aina pun saya peluk. Eh, bukan, dia peluk saya. Saya terperanjat masa tu. Tetiba je dia peluk. Salam lah dulu, kalau ye pun kan, jagi? Izzati, Faten, saya salam tapi wishes saya sama je. Ramai tanyaaa...

"RAYA DENGAN CHANYEOL KE TAHUN INI?"

Oh yeah, babehhh! Lepas lama sikit tu, kene tunggu smpai semua habis salam, barulah pengawas salam dgn cikgu. Masa salam dengan Teacher Faith, dia kata, "jangan lupa pakai MARY KAY!" Saya senyum. Then, saya salam teacher Kamilah and dia tanya teacher Faith, "siapa yang pakai Mary Kay?" Saya tak dengar apa teacher Faith kata. HAHA XD. Okay, saya kene bawa Mary Kay! Lupa nak masukkan dalam beg semalam!

Okay, tu je. Happy Friendship Day, my friends! <3 Love ya! Saranghaja! Let's love till the end of the world. I may not be perfect, but I'll try to be a good friend to you guys! Walaupun saya banyak terlepas cakap. HAHA XD. You know what I mean.

Assalammualaikum. Will not online for almost a week.

Love you guys, bubblebye ^_^

Labels: family, friends, random, Raya, scary, school, Story, voice

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What a day ~ *sigh*

Monday, February 20, 2012 | 5:01 PM | 0 Alien

Assalammualaikum!

Not really in the mood. Today is such a tiring, happy and ___ *sigh* day.

First of all, my brother suddenly cried and said that he had stomachache. So, he didn't go to school. Such a crybaby, huh? At first, I thought he was just acting cause he didn't finish his homework.

But....

I was wrong! Totally wrong! He kept on throwing up. Urghhh... Seriously, I'm tired of it! A week ago, my other brother, Ammar was rushed to the hospital because of the stomachache. And we lucky that we sent him fast there. If not, he won't be here, on the Earth today. Maybe he's at Saturn. -he3x.... Kidding XD-
And now, Aiman is heading to the hospital. I guess he should be there by now cause... my house is kinda near the Kuantan Specialist Hospital. We can even walk there but it takes 10-20 minutes to reach there if we walk. XP

Then, I have lots of homework today. Eh? Is it lots? or a lot? or many? Well, who cares? They all mean the same to me ^_^.

Now, I can't do many things that I usually do when I'm home.

1) Facebooking ~ Is it even a word? Let me correct it. Online FB.
2) Playing BACKYARD MONSTER and RECORDSHOP TYCOON.
3) Blogging
4) Writing fanfics
5) Dancing
6) Doing random things
7) Watching videos of Kpop Idols

Oh my! How can I survive? Hmmm... Just gonna face the homework all day long~! Oh I wish I won't go to school tomorrow! Mwahahaha *evil laugh*

Talking about school, I just remembered something. Nisa and I talked about being a young novelist. She told me to pray for her so that her wish to become a young novelist will be true. Then, I also told her that I wanna be a young novelist too. Actually, I talked about this novelist thing with my close friend, Farra yesterday night.

Back to the story, Nisa told me that she wanted to write a Malay novel about friendship and family. Totally opposite with me. I wanna write an English novel about friendship, love, hate and family. The real reason why I wanna write an English novel is because.... I'm better in English than Malay. Can you believe it? Naah, I also don't believe it! I talk, I chat and I write in Malay but I'm better in English. But sometimes, when I'm not in the mood of writing English, I can't even write English well. I keep forgetting the words in English. HAHA XD. It's just the same with Malay. When I'm not in the mood of writing or speaking Malay, I'll just use English cause I forget the words in Malay. Seriously, I'm not lying!

My mom even asked me last year when I got 100% in English - "How can you get 100% in English while you just ger 88% in both of the Malay papers? You speak in Malay, aren't you?"

My answer - "How do I know????"

Okay, then, it is also a happy day for me. Why? Because I saw him. HAHA XD. Just saw. Wait.... who is 'him', actually? I don't know~ It's either MH or ML. He3x...

I don't really like the feelings of being heartbroken, so, I'll just keep liking them even though they don't even care about me. They are the reasons that I always want to go to school. Eww... ayat ape tuh? X lah. Tukar-2!

Qistina and my friends are the real reason why I always want to go to school. I wanna go to school but I don't want homework!

Okay, okay. Since I accidentally wrote the word 'homework', so, I guess I gotta finish them all now.

Assalammualaikum and annyeong! Adios! -out-

I really don't know my heart right now. Do I really like them? I mean... he? Only God has the answer. I don't even know the answer -,-.

Labels: English, family, friends, heart, homework, Malay, novel

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2nd Challenge - Day 4

Friday, February 17, 2012 | 11:00 PM | 0 Alien

Day 4 : Your parents

This is a photo of my parents with my grandma.

They with my brother.

My forever young mom :

She's at the right side.

Name: *secret*
Nickname: Suzy , 12 years old girl , my sister
Age: 41 years young -is 41 young?-
Likes: Tidy house
Hates: Untidy house
Occupation: Businesswoman
Fav. color: Green

My forever ???? dad :

That's him.

Name: *secret*
Nickname: Iz
Age: 41 years old -he's old-
Likes: Eating
Hates: ????
Occupation: Businessman
Fav. color: Blue -same as me!-

Uhibbu my parents! -campor Bahasa Arab and Bahasa Inggeris. X tau my parents tu ape in Bahasa Arab-

Mcm ni ke :
Uhibbu abi wa ummi! (?) -betol ke x eh?? Aigoo.. Kene start belajar betul-2 nih!-

Okay, okay. Ingatkan xdi nak tulis fanfics but x jadi sbb busy -,-

Assalammualaikum!

Labels: biodata, family, parents

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What kind of brother is that?

Sunday, February 12, 2012 | 4:33 PM | 0 Alien

Okay, it's me again. Sorry.. Ingatkn xdi tu my last update 4 this week but x .. haha ..
Ni, saye nk ckp psl my younger brother.

Xdi, saye suruh dia tolong sye sidai baju cuz my mom x de kat rumah -dia kat hospital with my other brother-
Then, ade satu cloth tu die x nak angkat drpd washing machine tuh. Saye suruh dia angkat but still, die x nak. Pastu, sye mrh dia. Pastu die ckp, "taik la ko nih"

And.. my reaction mcm nih : O.o?

WTH? Saye mmg pantang klu org ckp saye bende ntah ape-2 nih. Then, saye balas balik, "ko la. Giler"

Pastu, nk x nk, die angkat jugak la bende tuh. Pastu, mase nak sidai kain, die ckp lagi bende-2 yg ntah apa-2.
Eiii .. Kalau nk ikutkn hati, mmg die dah kene penampar dah nih. Mulut x jage langsong! Tapi nasib baik name saye Sabrina. HAHA XD. So, sabar je la. But, ade gak la, sye ckp die x de otak.

Haha. Kdg-2, mulut saye ni pon boleh thn jugak. Mcm semalam tuh, mmg habis semua perkataan keluar sbb bende yg same. Giler punye budak la. Seriously, what kind of brother is that? Cube la try tlg saye sikit. Ni x, pemalas. Main bola je tau. Ye lah, pakcik nk jadi goalkeeper. -bluewwkkkkkk-

Aisyy.. nasib, nasib dpt adik yg mcm tu. -nasib baik die tu bukan kaki yg suka main laptop. Kalau die bce nih, mmg habis lah, perang besar nnty-

Bile tulis psl perang nih, ingat plak last year, mse my birthday. Saye gadoh dgn budak tu pasal tv. Dah la mase tu saye baru balik POLISAS - ade kem motivasi and blah blah. Mmg letih giler la mse tuh. Pastu, mse malam tu, die asyik tgk bola je. Mane org x bosan! BOLA, BOLA, BOLA! Setiap mase die nak ckp psl bola! Tgk pon, tgk bola. Pegi la tgk bola kat tv depan! Mengade.

Back to the story, sye pon ambik remote and tukar channel. Then, adik sye tu mrh la. pastu, die pegi off tv and diri dpn tv tuh. Sye suruh die gi tepi but die x nak. Then, ape lagi... sye pon cubit die. Pastu, die pukul sye. -mmg sakit gak la die pukul. Haha, mengaku-
Lepas tuh, sye pukul lgy sakit drpd die pukul sye smpai die nangis. Then, saye kene mrh ngan my dad. Aigoo...

Tu lah antare birthday saye yg plg x best. Well, sbnarnye, the last 3 years nih mmg ade je yg kena bila birthday saye.

Mase saye darjah 4 - Saye tertidur. Then, my family members pulak yg pegi tiup lilin and makan cake tuh. Alaa, psl makan kek sye x kesah sgt. But psl tiup lilin and potong kek tu je yg penting. X kan la kek saye, org lain plak yg gi tiup lilin n potong kek! Mmg giler sedih la. Sampai mse pagi 15 Mei 2009 tuh saye nangis. Bila gi skolah, kwn sye ckp, mmg nmpk tande-2 sye menangis. Buat malu je..

Then, mse saye darjah 5 - My dad x balik rumah. Saye x ingat sgt mse tuh.. But yg sye ingat, that's my last birthday yg sye sambut dgn my late grandpa. Ahhh... I miss my late grandpa so damn much! -if only I can turn back time. I'll hug him soo many times on that day and I'll take pictures with him-

Mase darjah 6 pulak, yg tu lah - yg gadoh tuh..

So, harap-2, this year punye birthday best! Aminn...... I'll try to make this year punye birthday elok even kalau sye sambot tu without my sister and my grandpa.

Labels: birthday, curse, family, fight

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Darah campuran

Friday, February 10, 2012 | 11:02 PM | 0 Alien

Baru saye teringat nak buat tajuk ni.

Thanks to Danielle sebab bagitau. Alah, bukannye bgtau yg btol-2 pon. Die just tulis, 'U ada mixed India kan?'

Yup. Saye ade darah India sikit. Ckp psl darah India, ingat kat Lica. Kenapa? Sebab bila sye bagitau dia saye ada darah India, she was like - WHAT?! Awk ade darah India??????!!

Macam tu la reaction dia. Teruk sgt ke ade darah India nih? Well, even though sye ade darah India, sye x de la nmpk sgt mcm org India kan?

Well, actually, sye ni 1 Malaysia. Saye pon ade darah Cina. Sebelah mak saye.Yg India tu pon sebelah mak saye. Muka my uncle mcm cina - sebiji lah! Sampai ade sorg tokey cina tu ckp cina ngan dia. Dia lak x phm bhs cina so, die buat muke pelik. Then, tokey tu ckp, "Aiyoo, lu bukan orang cina eh? Sorry-2." Dia pon ckp, "Saya Melayu lah." My younger brothers pon orang ingat diaorg Cina. Tau la diorg tu putih melepak, but x payah la smpai ckp dieorg Cina. Jelez saye. HAHA XD. Sebab muka saye ni muka Melayu je.

Then, saye ade darah Siam. Sebelah mak saye lagi. HAHA XD! Banyaknye yg sebelah mak sye.

Lepas tu, saye ade darah Arab. Yang ni baru sebelah ayah saye. Well, my grandma muka mcm arab-2 sikit. My dad - hidung and kulit die je yg nmpk mcm org Arab. But malangnye, sye x serupa orang Arab pon.
-,-

My eyes sepet sikit kalau cabut spect. But kwn-2 sye ckp, mate sye cantek. Yg mate tu, ikut mak saye. Dlm byk-2 part kat muka sye nih, sye plg suka mata saye lah. Sebab mata saya tuh... ntah la. It controls people's impression about me.

U know, kalau mate sye tu sye buat mcm biase je, org akn ingat, - okay, budak ni mcm x tau apa-2 je.
Kalau buat mate sharp sikit - Mcm garang je perempuan nih.
Kalau terus buat my death glare - Mak ai, punye lah garang. -my friends don't like to see my eyes when I'm mad cuz my death glare is just so....... scary (dieorg ckp la, bkn sye)-
Kalau saye buat eye smile - Macam friendly je...
Kalau sye buat mate besar sikit while smiling - Nampak baik je...

Well, ade some of my friends call me 'ustazah'. But not always la. Kadang-2. Dieorg ckp, sye ni mcm ustazah. Sbb sye x suke kalau dieorg ckp bende2 yg x elok mcm curses and blah blah. Kalau dieorg ckp mcm tuh, sye tegur dieorg. Bukan la sye nak belagak baik ke ape, but, sye mmg x suka kalau tetibe org ckp "f**k" , "sh*t" , "b**ch" , "b**i" and many more.

Also, sye ni mcm innocent sgt dlm antare kwn-2 sye tuh. Dieorg tu, mse ade satu hari tuh, kita belajar KH. Kan ade satu gergaji nama gergaji puting... Bila cg ckp mcm tuh, kwn-2 sye ketawe and tersengih-sengih. X padan ngan perempuan la dieorg nih. Dah la dieorg tgh ddk depan cg Wan KH! Giler.... Since sye ddk hujung sekali, dekat dgn pintu tuh, sye x buat ape2 lah. Just terpikir, knp tetibe dieorg ketawe? -mase tu x tau lagi psl bende tuh-. So, bila msok kelas, sye tanye dieorg,

"Knp korg ketawe xdi? X de bende pon yg lawak"
"Eiyy... Lawak lah"
"Apa yg lawak?" saya tanye dieorg.
"Awak tau x tu apa benda?"
"Gergaji" saya jawab.
"'Eihhh... Xper lah. Awk x payah paham" die ckp.

Pastu, mase rehat, sye tanye kwn saye yg kelas lain psl gergaji tuh. Pastu, die ckp, tu bende yg mcm **cah.
Then, I was like - Gila la dieorg nih....

Then, sye ni pon org ingat kdg-2 mcm muka org bodoh kalau sye buat muka selambe je. Cg sye kat sk ckp muka sye mcm tu. Die ckp,

"Sabrina nih, kalau tengok, muka bodoh je tapi... pandai" -Well, mase tu sye buat muke selambe je. X de mood nak belajar so, buat je la muka gitu mse cg ajar-

My reaction mse cg ckp tuh - he3x .. okay okay. *smile* -Dah x de mood, smile je la. X de mood nak mrh-

I don't really show my emotions in front of my teachers. So, maybe semua cg nampak sye mcm tu kott. But hrp-2 x lah.

Okay, okay. Enough dah la. Dah panjang dah nih. Kalau sambung, sampai esok rasenye x habis.
Hw x siap lagi. Aigoo.... *pout* Kene buat cpt la plak ~

So, assalammualaikum, bye, annyeong and adios!

Labels: 1G, family, friends

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