Monday, October 13, 2025 | 11:09 PM | 0 Alien
Told ya. I'll fall for him over and over again whenever we work together.
He was being kinda mean last last tadi, he was saying "aku rasa yang jonah jonah ni sebab korang bising, banyak cakap (referring to me and adib). Cuba korang chill, senyap je, mesti sejuk." Then I was like, "pebenda, mana ada kitaorang bising. Apa maksud awak bising?" Then he was like, takde apa lah. Baguslah kalau macam tu. Then he said, tapi aku tak percaya benda tu semua. Karut. Khurafat. Syirik.
Lahhhh...
Tapi tbh, he talks a lot. Wayyyy a lot compared to me. I rasa, 80% of the time was just him talking, and the other 20% was me asking questions and giving responses to his story.
Man didn't realize he talks a lot btw.
For example, masa buat t/in tadi, i tanya, "saya curious, ayah awak orang apa?" Then, member tu terus cerita background parents dia, asal usul datang drpd indonesia. Turns out he's an indonesian by ethnicity, 100%. Not malay. Wow. I baru tahu.
And he knows javanese and apa tah bahasa satu lagi i forgot. Balawu(?) He is a multilingual person but he doesn't even admit it. Dia kata dia lagi fluent bahasa jawa drpd bahasa inggeris.
And, we ate together today. Nothing much, I know, but it's unexpected lah from him. We ordered pak han, lepastu masa dah sampai, i pergilah ambil, pastu tiba tiba dia call. "Kau pergi mana?" I said ambil makanan, then he said, "kenapa kau tak suruh aku do?" Saya cakap "awak takde" then he said, "call je lah aku." Ayat sebiji dengan haiqal semalam lol. What is it with guys bila girls pergi ambil makanan? 🤣 Then he said, "dah turun ke?" Pastu i cakap, i dah dalam lif, otw naik dah ni wak.
Pastu tak lama lepastu, dia nak pergi makan. I macam okay. Pastu i buatlah bcm sebab kalau i pergi makan sekali dengan dia, risau dia ingat saya suka dia. Memang saya suka dia pun tapi tak nak lah obvious. I learned my lessons from uni days and I'm traumatized for life. And the man didn't even seem to prefer a company pun, lagi lagi perempuan.
Tiber, he went back to the tx room and asked, "kau buat apa lagi? Jomlah makan." I macam ??? Member ni ajak aku makan??? Member ni??? Pastu i pun pergi. Ajak wani tapi wani dah makan roti. So it was just the both of us.
I expected us to eat in silence and awkwardness.
Eh.
Tak langsung.
Member cakap tak henti.
Sampai dia habis makan, sampai dia sambung makan apple, sampai habis, tak henti bercakap. I dengar je. Dia yang banyak cakap.
Pastu dia terkejut i boleh main main dengan ihsan pasal umur dia hahaha i cakap yang "ihsan spm 15 tahun lepas" pastu member mcm "eh cane kau boleh cakap mcm tu kat ihsan?" Pastu saya mcm lahhh ihsan je pun. Then he was like, oh ihsan best friend kau lah eh. Lahhhhh.
Kau yang tak nak jadi best friend aku.
Hm.
Tahlah.
I harap kalau he's not the one, God makes it easy for me to move on. Pls.
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