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Day 3 : Your first love

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PAST ♥

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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Recommended Fanfics

My Crazy Hot Aliens !

My Crazy Hot Aliens II: The Invasion !

My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

What happens?

Sunday, February 19, 2012 | 5:09 PM | 0 comments

                                                     -Gambar x cantik. Baru belajar lah-

My question for today : WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HE IS YOUR PRINCE CHARMING BUT YOU ARE NOT HIS CINDERELLA?

My answer: I WON'T GIVE UP. I'LL TRY AND TRY UNTIL I'LL BECOME HIS CINDERELLA.

But.... The real questions start here.

WILL I ABLE TO WAIT FOR HIM?

AM I PATIENT ENOUGH TO WAIT FOR HIM?

HOW LONG CAN I WAIT FOR HIM?

HOW CAN I BEAR THE HEARTACHE? 

HOW MUCH LONGER WILL I HOLD THE PAIN FROM LOVING HIM?

SINCE WHEN WILL I KEEP LOVING HIM?

WON'T MY HEART CHANGE?

And the answer is...

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ONLY GOD KNOWS.

I may not be able to wait for him. I may not be able to be patient. I may not be able to wait for him for a longer time. I may not be able to bear the heartache. I may not be able to hold the pain from loving him. I may not be able to keep loving him. I may not be able to stop my heart from loving someone else. 

BUT I'LL TRY.

I'll try to wait for him. I'll try to be patient. I'll try to wait for him for a longer time. I'll try to bear the heartache. I'll try to hold the pain from loving him. I'll try to keep loving him. I'll try to stop my heart from loving someone else. I'll try... I'll try...

I MAY NOT BE PERFECT BUT I'LL TRY TO BE THE BEST FOR HIM.

I'LL TRY TO BE NOBODY SINCE NOBODY IS PERFECT.

I DON'T WANT TO BE MR. NOBODY.

I WANT TO BE THE NOBODY WHO IS PERFECT FOR HIM.

Okay lah. Macam ntah apa-2 je ayat-2 dekat atas tu. Benda-2 semua tu x ade kena mengena dgn yang hidup ataupun yang dah mati. This is just for fun. Tengah boring nih. 

ATTENTION TO MY CLASSMATES: JANGAN PIKIR BENDA LAIN PULAK. SAYA X SUKA SAPA-2. DAH INSAF LAH. HANYA ***** DI HATI SAYA. 

ALLAH LAH TU. SIAPA LAGI KAN?

-macam orang bodoh pulak tulis macam nih. bukannya dieorg bace pon. rasanya dieorg x akan highlight ayat  tuh. HAHA XD-

Okay, enough spacing banyak-2. Assalammualaikum and adios! -out-

Labels: answers, bored, love, questions

2nd Challenge - Day 3

Friday, February 17, 2012 | 10:01 PM | 0 comments

Day 3 : Your first love

My first love? I don't have a first love. I liked many boys but I never loved them. :D

That's why I always get over them in just a few hours. :)

I'm not a loyal girl, actually. No, no, don't misunderstand me! I'm loyal in friendship but I'm not loyal in this stupid love thing except when I love that someone so damn much. 

I've talked about this loyal thing with my friends and they said, maybe, just maybe that I'll be loyal when I love someone very much. I hope sooo....

Just thinking, who is the lucky guy to be my first love? Oh my, is he lucky? I guess.... he's not. HAHA XD. 

Actually, earlier this year, I thought that I've found my Mr. Right but naah.... He's not. I just liked him for 8 days. Seriously, this is crazy! 8 days? At least it's better than less than a week, right?

I guess it's an advantage for me to like someone for just a short time. Why? Because if that someone doesn't like me or hates me or does something that I hate, I can easily forget about them and move on. I'm not like the other girls who like/love them for more than a month, then, ended up heartbroken. I really am not like that. 

Umm... okay, gotta move on to the next challenge! Assalammualaikum!

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