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Monday, August 4, 2014 | 7:20 PM | 0 Alien
Assalamualaikum.


Every single thing we did is a waste of time. A waste of money. A waste of energy. 


Do you get it? Do you get the feelings I'm feeling rn? Aina said, I'm too protective over my class. Ofc I am, look at how much we lost. Over RM300, maybe less, maybe more. But smth for sure, that thingy of RM175 was there so yeah. They said nak sedekahkan je cause it's not like we can angkut semua bawa pergi kelas 1J. HEOL. 


Please, we stayed back a few weeks just to decorate the class. We quarreled about some things. We worked really hard to decorate and then in just a blink of an eye, puff, it's gone. Just like that. In just a split second and it's gone. Cause it's not our property in the first place. Pinjaman. Okay, it's fine, then. But we deserve something much better than this. Much much better. 


Yes, 1J used to be our class. So why am I still like this? 


Cause it's not the same class we once knew (haha ayatku) The tables are so uzur lah pls lah ni pun kita tukar meja tanpa pengetahuan cikgu cause we're so fab. RLAB. Pls, how do you expect us to face the exam dengan keadaan meja yang dah uzur? I just kennot. 


They were sorry cause kelas diaorang buruk. Pls, kelas 3J pun dulu buruk nak mampus. You know, I used to nag everyday bout that stupid red wall in front of the class, but then it became much much prettier when we actually decorated the class. So, there's no such things as sorry we can't do anything to make our class prettier. It's just a matter of rajin ke tak. 



You tend to appreciate things when you're about to lose them.


Because that's really us- or maybe it's just me. Even when kita dah cabut langsir semua tu, 3J 1J I mean, still nampak cantik and ceria. Memang nampak ceria and I just realized that. I memang dah realize benda ni dah lama but I tak expect lah class tu jadi ceria lagi lepas kita dah cabut banyak barang tu. The front wall tu kita tak cabut banyak, buaian, pokok, bunga, rumput dan lebah kita tinggal je buat kenangan. Tapi saya sayang benda tu cause front wall tu saya punya responsibility dengan mony, Amira semua tu. Tapi saya hanya fikir idea dan beli barang dan arahkan cause I memang tak reti nak lukis semua benda tu. So, harap2 nanti guru kelas 1J tak selalu merajuk dah lah ye sebab kita dah bagi 3J tu so 1J hanya kena bersihkan lagi kelas tu and insyaAllah nanti korang boleh menang. Dah menang tu, kita nak credit sikit hahaha.



And now I think, cantik juga buaian tu. 


Alright, so, lemme just cerita perjalanan hidupku as for today. Today only.  


Pagi-pagi masuk pagar, terus cakap dengan Husna pasal hw cause Husna jaga pagar depan. Lepas tu, sebelum letak bag, dah nampak dah muka 'mama' dekat depan dewan. I pun macam, alah kenapa moody pagi2 ni. Lepas tu, skip skip skip, cikgu nak jumpa form 1 and form 3. We bpps F3 were like, oh yes kita pergi perjumpaan F3 eh instead of perjumpaan bpp but then we were like, but kenapa cikgu nak jumpa? Bila dah duduk tu, cikgu kata kena tukar kelas dengan F1. I was basically geram masa tu. Dah lah kelas 1J tu lawa sangat. Tak sanggup nak stay situ. *sarcasm*

Then, cikgu noticed yang girls F3 bising and he was like, kenapa bising ni?


"Awak sayang kelas awak?"


"SAYAAAANGGGGG!"


"Saya lagi sayangkan awak."

I was melting. I was fangirling. I was like heol heol heol apa ni kenapa sweet sangat ni wei I just kennot lah dengan ayat-2 sweet ni. Punya lama saya berfangirling but serious, sweet betul ayat cg. Saya rasa lelaki macam cg ni sweet. Dah lah suka berpuitis. Ho Gosh. 

Even saya geram dengan keputusan tu, tapi saya tetap suka ayat cg. Lepas tu, time nak pindah tu, mulalah banyak problems. Some people nak marah sebab kita cabut langsir. Saya tak rasa ada problem dengan tu sebab memang kita punya. You maybe tak nampak betapa banyak loss kita akan tanggung, but I dah nampak dah. So, daripada kita tanggung rugi yg banyak sangat, baik saya cabut je langsir tu, boleh guna nanti. 

They said kita tetap boleh menang dengan kelas 1J ni. Excuse you, kalau takde langsir, markah untuk langsir tu kosong, sayang. So, 100% tak menang. Don't you get it? They said kelas kita dah bersih. Oh yeah, but you tak bertugas pun, neither does everyone. Kita semua dah penat dah bertugas. And now, dengan tingkap yang jenis macam tu, kita kena sentiasa bersihkan tingkap. But tu bukan problem yg besar pun since kelas kita dari dulu pun memang selalu bersihkan tingkap and I'll always be the judge. I used to tanya people dah bertugas ke belum and kalau they said dah, especially yang lap tingkap, saya akan pegang tingkap tu and tengok whether ada habuk ke tak kat tingkap tu. Lulz. I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to bertugas. 

And my meja dekat 1J tu TERLALU UZUR tapi tak boleh tukar so I was mad. Memang saya terlalu annoyed masa tu so lepas saya ambil beg masuk kelas, saya tengok pula meja saya yang uzur tu, saya terus menangis. I just tak boleh lah dengan meja tu. Do you expect me to study and exam dengan 'happy' dengan meja tu? Ofc lah tak. Lepas lama tu, Amira and Izzati kata, boleh je tukar. Tukar je lah. Esok dah exam. So I was like, okay.

But cikgu dekat kelas 1J pula tak bagi tukar. Orang dah penat angkat meja sampai atas and Atiqah kata, cg tak bagi tukar. Heol. Orang dah penat2 angkat, bagi je lah tukar. Nanti kita bawa turun sendiri pun meja tu. Bukannya minta tolong budak 1J pun. So apa alasannya sebab diaorang tak buat apa2 pun masa tu. I was basically annoyed but okaylah takpe. 

And now saya mungkin baru nak redha dapat kelas tu balik. Tapi okay ape, at least kelas my L yang dapat 3J tu, bukannya other class kan so okay lah. L pun handsome je tadi. He was like, eh kakak kau tu dekat the twins and dia senyum2 and I was like gosh L why so handsome hahaha. Plus, block F1 senang tengok Owl and Gentle. So okay je lah. 

EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT BLOCK TU SELALU TAKDE ELECTRIC.

Tak tahu kenapa dengan block tu rasanya tu block baru hahahaha tapi memang sokmo takde electric drpd kita F1 lagi pun. Haish. Tadi punyalah panas dalam kelas, dah lah pakai blazer. Oh esok exam. Nay. Ish tak study lagi ni. Harap2 results saya kali ni lebih elok daripada yang sebelum2 ni. Amin. 

But wait tak lama nanti ada sambutan kemerdekaan. Alah, decoration kelas! Macam mana ni?! Macam mana nak menang kalau gini? Brainstorm, everyone! Takkan tahun ni tetiba tak nak menang kelas patriotik pula kot? I hope semua 3Jujurians will be excited to cantikkan kelas after Sumatif 3 ni. Let's work together pls rather than orang yang sama je yang asyik decorate kelas.  




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(UPDATED)


Diumpat. Lulz. WTF seriously. Please apa diaorang tak puas hati lagi ni. Setakat tukar 3 meja yang dah memang uzur tu, tak payah nak bising2 sangat lah. Alasan diaorang, tu hak kerajaan, hak sekolah. Oh. I'm aware of it. But unfortunately, very very unfortunately, kita masih letak meja tu dalam kawasan sekolah. So alasan meja tu hak sekolah or hak kerajaan memang tak layak nak dihujahkan cause kita letak meja tu dalam kelas yang merupakan a part of the school. 

Tapi tak tahu lah kalau that class isn't categorized as kawasan sekolah.

Ada seorang saem ni pun sibuk nak perli kelas kita hanya sebab a few meja yg kita tukar tu. Please, saem, you taught people sivik. And by the way you acted pasal tukar meja is so unprofessional. No etiquette. That's cool, isn't it? Being sarcastic to people, menyindir, perli semua tu. That's so bersivik. Congrats. 

But I think it's unnecessary for that saem to be involved in anything related to the class.

And oh they said we're selfish. Alhamdulillah. Thank you so much. But sincerely, girls, that's ours. We take what's ours in the first place so what?! Nak argue apa lagi since memang dah terbukti yg every single thing yg kita cabut tu memang barang kita. You have no rights to tell us that we're selfish just because we take our things out of the class because we really should. I don't give a damn to people yg don't give a damn pasal class because you know what, it's wasting my time. 

Semalam cakap lain, hari ni cakap lain, esok cakap lain. Triple keling.

If you want that class to be beautiful just the way it was, then hias kelas tu. Don't take things for granted. Don't think mentang2 you dapat kelas tu you can get every freaking thing in that class easily without any hard work. No, babeh, no. Cause we worked really hard. And now that it's useless and some people just give up in decorating our class and I'm here like, oh aku je ke yg sibuk nk hias kelas? Oh. Lawaknya kelas ni. 

Kenapa perlu give up? Seriously? Sambutan kemerdekaan tak start lagi. We still have time. Please lah takkan just sebab dah exchange kelas korang terus nak give up? It used to be our class. It used to be beautiful, yes. We used to make it beautiful. So now it's out chance to actually show those brats that it's not the class yang buruk, it's just that they're lack of kerajinan. They're so freaking malas to decorate their class. Can we not be like them?
 

Aku tak tahu lah diaorang ni memang selesa nak belajar dalam suasana kelas yang buruk gila nak mampus tu tapi aku memang tak selesa. Yes, i'm using aku cause I'm so freaking mad right now. Why? Cause I hate my class to be ugly. Saya tak suka belajar dalam kelas yang buruk nk mampus. Dengan gelapnya, terbiarnya, kotor. Gosh. Macam mana nak belajar dengan tenang kalau masuk kelas pun rasa macam wei apa buruk sgt kelas ni aku nk tukar kelas wei buruk nk mampus kelas. Please lah, kelas tu kalau hias cantik aje. Kelas 3J masa kita dapat tu pun, takde lah cantik mana as apa yg dikatakan oleh budak2 1J (cause diaorg tak tgk keadaan kelas tu masa kita dpt) Tapi lepas kita hias sama2, kan cantik. Kan ceria. Dah tu kenapa nk give up sekarang? Oh mentang2 kita nk exam, keceriaan kelas, kebersihan kelas tu tak penting lah, is that it?! 

Bila nak exam lah benda tu lagi penting sebab at least haati tenang je bila tengok kelas cantik. Allah suka benda2 yang cantik. So, tak boleh ke kita hias kelas balik, cantikkan balik, so kita menang lagi. Some people kata, kalau hias pun, bukan boleh menang dah sebab kita dah menang banyak. Tapi at least kalau you masuk kelas tu and kelas tu cantik, won't you feel happy, at least?! Won't you feel at ease? 

Okay then takpelah kalau gitu. Sebab you say aku je kan yang over. So lantaklah kan. Siapalah aku ni nak dibandingkan dengan majority kelas tu. Hahaha. Lantak je lah. Sebab tak mati pun kalau korang tak hias kelas. Tak kena penjara pun kalau kelas buruk nak mampus. So ikut lah majority. Tak guna cakap banyak2 lepas tu korang tak nak hias kelas. Biar je kelas macam tu tapi lepas tu jgn nk bising pula kelas buruk.

I'm hard-headed, I know but at least I won't be changing my thoughts once I make up my mind.


Alright, saya nak tidur hahahahahahaha jk. Assalamualaikum.


Love you guys, bubblebye ^_^

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