________________________________________________________________________________________ Sometimes we just have to sacrifice something in order to get something better

Assalammualaikum.

I'm tired. I'm sick of this. This is so freaking stupid. I can't hold it any longer. I'm outta this.

Saya rasa nak tarik diri - it explains everything.

Everything that happened, just everything that happened.

I feel like crying right now and I felt like crying when I made the decision. I told Faten about that and really, I was really holding back my tears. I couldn't. Just couldn't.

I've learned so much. I've tried really hard. I even sacrificed my skin (HAHA kidding you kidding you kidding you but hell no I'm not kidding) when I didn't even put on any sunblock or moonblock or anything on my face. And the other seniors were like, "aahh, I forgot to put on my sunblock!" "Her SPF (what the heck is that) is 110 while mine is just 50" and such. Annoyed, tbh.

It's actually an once-in-a-lifetime chance but heck no, I'm tired of it.

Many things should be sacrificed and I couldn't just sacrifice them.

KKQ, grades, physical, nap time, energy - HELL NO

Well, I'll think about it again and maybe I'll edit this post when I get really better and insyaAllah He is planning the best for me.

(Am now so in pain)

Assalammualaikum,


PAST ♥ FUTURE

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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Recommended Fanfics

My Crazy Hot Aliens !

My Crazy Hot Aliens II: The Invasion !

My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

Decisions

Tuesday, August 20, 2013 | 7:22 PM | 0 comments

Sometimes we just have to sacrifice something in order to get something better

Assalammualaikum.

I'm tired. I'm sick of this. This is so freaking stupid. I can't hold it any longer. I'm outta this.

Saya rasa nak tarik diri - it explains everything.

Everything that happened, just everything that happened.

I feel like crying right now and I felt like crying when I made the decision. I told Faten about that and really, I was really holding back my tears. I couldn't. Just couldn't.

I've learned so much. I've tried really hard. I even sacrificed my skin (HAHA kidding you kidding you kidding you but hell no I'm not kidding) when I didn't even put on any sunblock or moonblock or anything on my face. And the other seniors were like, "aahh, I forgot to put on my sunblock!" "Her SPF (what the heck is that) is 110 while mine is just 50" and such. Annoyed, tbh.

It's actually an once-in-a-lifetime chance but heck no, I'm tired of it.

Many things should be sacrificed and I couldn't just sacrifice them.

KKQ, grades, physical, nap time, energy - HELL NO

Well, I'll think about it again and maybe I'll edit this post when I get really better and insyaAllah He is planning the best for me.

(Am now so in pain)

Assalammualaikum,

Love you guys, bubblebye ^_^