________________________________________________________________________________________ I don't knows what is it. I just don't know. My heart tells me nothing. It doesn't let me to spill everything when I feel like it. Why, heart, why? Why are you so stubborn? Spill everything already! Stop containing those thingy or the wounds will get worse.

Why is it so hard to be me? Why am I so alone? Why don't I have a friend who will actually understand me? Okay, maybe she understands me, but not 100%. I only tell her few things that she should know. I wanna tell her more but my heart just doesn't let me to do so. Why are you so stubborn, heart?

Her situation is kinda different from mine. 

What should I do now? Dance? Sing? Rap? I'm too hungry to do so. Tak sahur tadi. No energy left.

Spill everything already! Why is it so hard to do so?! I'm sick of this. I'm freaking tired.

Assalammualaikum.


PAST ♥ FUTURE

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

Something I Don't Know

Sunday, July 14, 2013 | 11:56 AM | 0 comments

I don't knows what is it. I just don't know. My heart tells me nothing. It doesn't let me to spill everything when I feel like it. Why, heart, why? Why are you so stubborn? Spill everything already! Stop containing those thingy or the wounds will get worse.

Why is it so hard to be me? Why am I so alone? Why don't I have a friend who will actually understand me? Okay, maybe she understands me, but not 100%. I only tell her few things that she should know. I wanna tell her more but my heart just doesn't let me to do so. Why are you so stubborn, heart?

Her situation is kinda different from mine. 

What should I do now? Dance? Sing? Rap? I'm too hungry to do so. Tak sahur tadi. No energy left.

Spill everything already! Why is it so hard to do so?! I'm sick of this. I'm freaking tired.

Assalammualaikum.

Love you guys, bubblebye ^_^