Friday, February 15, 2013 | 2:51 PM | 0 Alien
My new husband! Dah tu, nak campak Chanyeol kat mana?
Assalammualaikum.
Oh My God, Oh My God... I'm falling in love with Jungshin of CN BLUE! Seriously, people, he used to be the last guy I thought I would ever like.
Kenapa saya fikir macam tu dulu?
Sebab... Rambut dia panjang! Seriously, tak ingin saya minat someone yang rambut panjang. But came to think of it, rambut dia sangat lurus dan cantik. Better than mine, I guess. Huh, jealousnya.
Exchange rambut nak?
I started to like him masa saya tengok dia dekat Seoyong My Daughter ke apa bende ntah nama cerita tu. Kakak saya buka and dia cakap, "Jungshin! Cutenya!" Saya pun tengok and rambut dia dah pendek! Oh- Em- Gee! Saya terus ambil iPad, search pasal dia.
Macam coincidence pulak sebab kan, after je saya minat dia, banyak shows yang ada CN BLUE. Bestnyaaaa... At least saya boleh tengok dia kat tv, daripada Chanyeol, kalau nak tengok dia, kene ade internet. Uhh...
Okay, stop writing bout him, I gotta ask for your help. Aina ke... Zakirah ke... Adik ke... Sapa-2 je lah.
I SERIOUSLY NEED YOUR HELP!
Pasal apa?
Lemme tell ya about my concerns. Chewahh, macam Hello Counselor lah pulak.
Macam ni, sejak dulu lagi, people keep telling me yang cara saya naik tangga tu salah. Pelik. And macam-2 lagi lah. Tahun lepas, Faten, Zakirah dan siapa ntah ada train saya untuk naik tangga dengan cara yang betul. Tapi bende tu tak last a day pun.
Tapi, sejak kebelakangan ni, saya asyik fikir nak naik tangga dengan betul. Tapi tak tahu macam mana. A few days ago, saya ikut mak saya pergi supermarket bende ntah nama dia. Saya naik tangga and bila saya naik tu, saya fikir yang cara saya naik tu macam seriously pelik! Dah lah ada orang kat belakang saya. Selalunya, kalau naik tangga, kadang-2, saya tertendang orang belakang saya. Takde lah selalu sangat but selalu lah jugak.
PLEASE TOLONG SAYA NAIK TANGGA
DENGAN BETUL!
Zakirah, tolong saya... Awak kan baik, solehah, pandai, tinggi, comel, semuanya awak lah. Tolonglah saya.
Okay, dah pasal tu.
Just wanna share with all of you.
SAYA DAH TUKAR CITA-CITA SAYA!
Saya tak happy pasal tu. Sebab saya still nak jadi accountant/businesswoman/novelist. But... I have to... I have to change my ambition from now on. I have to... Even though I don't really have interest in becoming a doctor, I still have to.
Why should I be a doctor?
They told me to. They wanted me to be a doctor. It was something he wished for before he was gone - for me to be a doctor. Once, he told me to treat him when he was sick. But I've never thought of it before. I've always wanted to be a businesswoman. And then, she suddenly told me to be a doctor. I told her that I didn't wanna be a doctor. I wrote about her telling to be a doctor in a post. It was a year ago, I guess.
Tak kisah lah. So, saya punya thoughts sekarang ni, saya akan ambil jurusan medic, study hard, try bodek-2 pak teh sikit, become a doctor, pergi umrah, pergi haji, kahwin and dapat anak. Yeay. Complete dah hidup saya. LOL. HAHA XD.
My mom cakap, turn saya gi haji, maybe 2024 or 2025. Lebih kurang macam tu lah. Maybe Aina lebih awal kott. Kan saya pernah bagitahu yang saya nak kahwin umur 24. Tapi, kalau difikir-fikirkan balik, better simpan duit dulu, pergi haji. Mesti best. Kahwin tu, boleh nanti. Bakal suami saya mesti boleh tunggu. Klau dia tak boleh tunggu, that means, dia bukan jodoh saya lah tu. Need to find someone as fast as I can before I'm 30. And... Saya nak anak 2-4. Tak nak lebih. Tapi, bila saya dengar nenek saya cakap, saya rasa macam nak ubah fikiran. Dia cakap hari tu...
"Kalau aku tahu macam ni (lonely), aku beranak banyak-2 dulu."
Tapi... Tak nak... Saya sanggup 2-4 aje. Nanti ramai anak, susah. Sibuk. Kalau dah tua nanti, redha je lah. HAHA XD. Tapi saya nak anak saya duduk dekat dengan saya. Tapi saya tak kisah. HAHA XD. Tengoklah macam mana situation tu nanti.
Talking about ni, saya teringat, Aishah cakap, mesti best kalau kita study kat University nanti sama-2. dia nak study kat UIA. Saya tak kiah sangat. UIA pun boleh tahan. But saya nak study oversea. But saya tak kisah. Kalau kat UIA, dekat dengan family saya. HAHA XD.
Okay, assalammualaikum.
Love you guys, bubblebye ^_^


