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This is what I did when I was just so damn sad 2 days ago.

Dia tak appreciate all my hard work. -,- Puih, benci aku! 

PAST ♥ FUTURE

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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Recommended Fanfics

My Crazy Hot Aliens !

My Crazy Hot Aliens II: The Invasion !

My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

Unanswered Question

Saturday, October 6, 2012 | 7:57 PM | 0 comments

This is what I did when I was just so damn sad 2 days ago.

Assalamualaikum.

The question is left, unanswered. No one knows the answer, except her. Why is she disappointed on me? -no answer- 

She doesn't even notice my kesungguhan ke? As in... Seriously? Tiba-2 yang dia nak disappoint dengan saya tu kenapa?! WHY?!

Sampai sekarang, saya takde jawapan untuk soalan tu. Takkan sebab tu je?! Just sebab benda yang gila-2 bodoh tu je dia nak disappoint dengan saya? Buang masa! Buang tenaga!

Dia tak appreciate all my hard work. -,- Puih, benci aku! 

Selama ni, saya tak pernah macam ni. Tak pernah. For the first time in 13 years jadi bende macam ni! Tak puas hati! Semua orang okay je bila part saya, terus tak! Yang dia nak SGT KECEWA dgn saya ni kenapa? Bagi alasan yg munasabah lah! Kalau disebabkan bende tu, baik tak payah! Tak payah nak bazir masa, bazir tenaga kecewa kat saya! 

Saya takde kena mengena dengan hal tu. Serious takde. Kalau ade pun, maybe 1% je kott. Sebab masa tu saya memang tak perasan! 

Seriously, saya rasa macam nak tanya dia kenapa dia kecewa dgn saya? KENAPA?! Saya serious nak tahu kenapa. Saya rasa macam tak selesa, knowing that dia dah tak de mood dengan saya. 

Tak tahu kenapa but serious saya cakap, saya tak suka perasaan ni. It kills me inside! Saya tak pernah rasa keras hati macam ni. Tak pernah. Dah lah masalah ni ada, tetibe lak masalah lain pulak timbul. And tadi, Asy tanya, macam mana saya cakap dgn dia. Saya jawab, mcm tu lah. Mcm mne lagi. Saya tahu, dia mesti marah saya pasal tu. Tp... Huh -,- Saya dah minta maaf. Siap nyanyi lagi! Tunggu malam ni, saya buat satu lagu special untuk dia! Tunggu eh... Nanti saya post kat dia, bg dia dengar suara saya yang BEST GILA! Jangan muntah kat sini, terima kasih. Kerjasama anda amat dihargai. 

Anyway, saya bru tgk To The Beautiful You. JEALOUS I! Tp cutenya Eunkyul tp jealousnya saya! 

Saya nak update banyak but blank sebab chat dengan Izzati. Tapi saya rasa saya ada crush baru. Bukan crush betul, crush Kpop lah. Group BTOB. RApper tu. Cheq ta tau nama dia benda. Nanti I stalk dia, eh? 

Okay, assalammualaikum!