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Thursday, October 18, 2012 | 8:56 PM | 0 Alien
Assalammualaikum.
I guess the obstacles are getting harder and harder everyday. But I know, they will end when the time comes. The happy moments will come if I wait and be patient. He is planning something better for me, InsyaAllah.
Exam is just around the corner, so, maybe He wants to give me obstacles now so that I can answer all questions easily with His help. Who knows, right? Or maybe He wants to give me a better life. Nice relationships, great results and all. I'm just hoping for the best.
I am totally tired of this. No, I'm sick of this. I'm hurt so badly and m heart is now going to be healed again. Nah, it doesn't show any sign on being cure. I wanna release everything by doing something I usually do. But I can't. So, yeah... The only thing that I can do to forget all these pain is just by watching the recorded Inkigayo episode and watch my HUSBAND SEUNGHYUN playing his guitar! That's the only way for me to release my frustration!
Well, I don't just watch my Seunghyun anyway. I watch my Ilhoon too! And I guess I have a new bias! The maknae of BTOB - Sungjae! Ah, why am I being like this? I should just be loyal. Okay, I'll try. Hehehe ^_^
Schooling these days are like HEAVEN! Sweet niblets! I've been really sleepy and all during these days and I slept for quite a few moments these 2 or 3 days. And now, I feel like I'm gonna catch a cold. My nose is red. I remember Tiffany of SNSD when her nose is red and people comment that she was like rudolf! ^_^
She said not to cry. She said that crying makes you weak. So, I'm not going to cry even though my eyes are now teary. I may be weak but I'm strong enough not to cry. I'm not gonna suffer myself. I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm gonna be strong. I'm gonna be okay, InsyaAllah.
I am still okay. I am still believing. Yes, I am still believing that they'll end soon. They will! That's because I have a dream. A big dream which includes everything in my life. From A to Z.
And this is me, the girl who is still believing that everything will be better, starting from now on. Assalammualaikum!
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Birthday : 14th May 1999
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◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy
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Assalammualaikum.
I guess the obstacles are getting harder and harder everyday. But I know, they will end when the time comes. The happy moments will come if I wait and be patient. He is planning something better for me, InsyaAllah.
Exam is just around the corner, so, maybe He wants to give me obstacles now so that I can answer all questions easily with His help. Who knows, right? Or maybe He wants to give me a better life. Nice relationships, great results and all. I'm just hoping for the best.
I am totally tired of this. No, I'm sick of this. I'm hurt so badly and m heart is now going to be healed again. Nah, it doesn't show any sign on being cure. I wanna release everything by doing something I usually do. But I can't. So, yeah... The only thing that I can do to forget all these pain is just by watching the recorded Inkigayo episode and watch my HUSBAND SEUNGHYUN playing his guitar! That's the only way for me to release my frustration!
Well, I don't just watch my Seunghyun anyway. I watch my Ilhoon too! And I guess I have a new bias! The maknae of BTOB - Sungjae! Ah, why am I being like this? I should just be loyal. Okay, I'll try. Hehehe ^_^
Schooling these days are like HEAVEN! Sweet niblets! I've been really sleepy and all during these days and I slept for quite a few moments these 2 or 3 days. And now, I feel like I'm gonna catch a cold. My nose is red. I remember Tiffany of SNSD when her nose is red and people comment that she was like rudolf! ^_^
She said not to cry. She said that crying makes you weak. So, I'm not going to cry even though my eyes are now teary. I may be weak but I'm strong enough not to cry. I'm not gonna suffer myself. I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm gonna be strong. I'm gonna be okay, InsyaAllah.
I am still okay. I am still believing. Yes, I am still believing that they'll end soon. They will! That's because I have a dream. A big dream which includes everything in my life. From A to Z.
And this is me, the girl who is still believing that everything will be better, starting from now on. Assalammualaikum!
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