________________________________________________________________________________________ Assalammualaikum.

2nd reply for today. Chewah, 2nd reply gitu. I feel better now after I read her post. HAHA XD. No, I'm just kidding. Theeee ^_^. I just watched the music video of Ailee's I will show you and I felt like... Whoaaa, daebak! Nasib baik cheq tak minat G.O kalau tak, hmphh... Confirm dah jelez gila-2 nak mampus dah. 

Back to the topic...

How do I start it? 

Lemme just state that I do have feelings. Why should I show people that I was sad? Why should I tell the whole world that I was not okay? It's not my nature to show people that I'm sad. It's not. Totally not. I'm not attention-whore, to be exact. Oh my, excuse my language. Just want to state that it's not nature to do that. 

You know, Allah created all of us with feelings. We do have feelings. I couldn't believe that you think I have no feelings. Some people just know how to hide their feelings better. So, don't you ever think of me got no feelings. 

Huh, tulis Melayu je lah. Malas saya nak tapis-2 perkataan ni. 

Saya diajar berpura-pura? Whatever. Tapi kan, dekat sekolah, tak pernah pun ade mata pelajaran BERPURA-PURA. HAHA XD. Tapi tak tahulah kalau sekolah lama awak tu ade. My parents tak pernah ajar saya mata pelajaran berpura-pura ni. Tapi takpe, I take that as a praise for me. That means saya ada kelebihan untuk berpura-pura lah, kan? 

I pretended as if I was okay. Why? Was that a sin? Omo, eottokhae? Berdosa ke kalau berpura-pura yang saya ni okay je? Tak tahulah pulak. Saya bukan berselindung but this is me. Saya bukannya jenis yang suka tunjukkan yang saya ni sedih or menderita. Apa gunanya saya buat bende tu semua? 

I learn not to express my feelings directly. I learn to keep them and release them by doing something I love. So, why are you the one that is hurting? You shouldn't hurt by just watching me smile and laugh. I was just trying to move on. 

And for your information, I am living my life. I am going to move on. It's okay. Even if you hate me or you annoy with me, I don't care. If you don't care about me, then, why should I care about you? Sorry if I seem a bit rude to you. But seriously, why should I care for someone who doesn't care about me? 

If you don't want to talk to me, then, it's okay. If I am very hypocrite and annoying to you, I am sorry. If you think all my smiles and laughs are just fake, then, you are wrong. I'm not faking them. Maybe I seem hypocrite to you, maybe I seem fake to you, but sometimes I'm not.

Saya tak cuba berselindung di sebalik wajah innocent or penampilan ala-2 muslimah sejati. Tapi kalau awak rasa saya macam tu, then, takpe lah. Saya tak boleh nak buat apa. It's not like saya boleh brainwash awak ke apa. 




Hmm... I can't think of anything right now. I am sleepy. So, assalammualaikum. 



Hope it's not my last post for this month. ^_^
PAST ♥ FUTURE

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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Recommended Fanfics

My Crazy Hot Aliens !

My Crazy Hot Aliens II: The Invasion !

My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

Postage Reply 2

Sunday, October 21, 2012 | 1:12 AM | 0 comments

Assalammualaikum.

2nd reply for today. Chewah, 2nd reply gitu. I feel better now after I read her post. HAHA XD. No, I'm just kidding. Theeee ^_^. I just watched the music video of Ailee's I will show you and I felt like... Whoaaa, daebak! Nasib baik cheq tak minat G.O kalau tak, hmphh... Confirm dah jelez gila-2 nak mampus dah. 

Back to the topic...

How do I start it? 

Lemme just state that I do have feelings. Why should I show people that I was sad? Why should I tell the whole world that I was not okay? It's not my nature to show people that I'm sad. It's not. Totally not. I'm not attention-whore, to be exact. Oh my, excuse my language. Just want to state that it's not nature to do that. 

You know, Allah created all of us with feelings. We do have feelings. I couldn't believe that you think I have no feelings. Some people just know how to hide their feelings better. So, don't you ever think of me got no feelings. 

Huh, tulis Melayu je lah. Malas saya nak tapis-2 perkataan ni. 

Saya diajar berpura-pura? Whatever. Tapi kan, dekat sekolah, tak pernah pun ade mata pelajaran BERPURA-PURA. HAHA XD. Tapi tak tahulah kalau sekolah lama awak tu ade. My parents tak pernah ajar saya mata pelajaran berpura-pura ni. Tapi takpe, I take that as a praise for me. That means saya ada kelebihan untuk berpura-pura lah, kan? 

I pretended as if I was okay. Why? Was that a sin? Omo, eottokhae? Berdosa ke kalau berpura-pura yang saya ni okay je? Tak tahulah pulak. Saya bukan berselindung but this is me. Saya bukannya jenis yang suka tunjukkan yang saya ni sedih or menderita. Apa gunanya saya buat bende tu semua? 

I learn not to express my feelings directly. I learn to keep them and release them by doing something I love. So, why are you the one that is hurting? You shouldn't hurt by just watching me smile and laugh. I was just trying to move on. 

And for your information, I am living my life. I am going to move on. It's okay. Even if you hate me or you annoy with me, I don't care. If you don't care about me, then, why should I care about you? Sorry if I seem a bit rude to you. But seriously, why should I care for someone who doesn't care about me? 

If you don't want to talk to me, then, it's okay. If I am very hypocrite and annoying to you, I am sorry. If you think all my smiles and laughs are just fake, then, you are wrong. I'm not faking them. Maybe I seem hypocrite to you, maybe I seem fake to you, but sometimes I'm not.

Saya tak cuba berselindung di sebalik wajah innocent or penampilan ala-2 muslimah sejati. Tapi kalau awak rasa saya macam tu, then, takpe lah. Saya tak boleh nak buat apa. It's not like saya boleh brainwash awak ke apa. 

THIS IS ME. I AM LIVING MY LIFE. 

(Sejak bila pulak saya live in your life? Bila kita bertukar roh ni?) I AM 

JUST TOO BUSYBODY, RIGHT? 

HAHA XD. I AM GRATEFUL THAT 

ALLAH CREATED ME AS AIDA 

SABRINA. ALHAMDULILLAH. 

Hmm... I can't think of anything right now. I am sleepy. So, assalammualaikum. 



Hope it's not my last post for this month. ^_^