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Monday, July 2, 2012 | 9:48 PM | 0 Alien
"Giving up doesn't mean that you are weak. Sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let go of the past."
People always say, "don't give up." But nah, sometimes, you have to give up on something that is not worth it... What's the point of feeling much pain but it's all just a waste?
What do I mean?
LOVE...
It's always just so hurtful but sometimes, it's worth the hurt. But what if it's not worth it? What if it's just a waste?
Some people will not give up on their crush until their crush like them back or pay attention to them.
Is that correct?
Well, I'm not one of them, to be honest. You know, for me, it's just like a waste of time. I don't need to try very hard in order to attract my crush's attention. Huh, it's not like I'm saying that I'm just too great that I don't have to do anything. No! It's just that... I prefer to love him secretly, even though it's not really in a secret way.
By just seeing him, my heart jumps in joy. My lips turn into a smile. I'm happy with it.
See?
Sometimes, we don't need our crush to love us back in order to be happy.
Well, for him to notice me is just so weird. For him to call my name is too impossible. For him to talk to me is very unbelievable. And for him to like me back, is a MIRACLE!
But nah, everything is just so impossible, except if he's in the same class as me. But it's too late already! :(
Should I give up? Nah, I haven't so anything yet. Nothing to give up. Yeay to myself. I've never tried to attract his attention.
But I did give up on him... My other crush. Why?
Because I think that I'm just wasting my time by liking him. Well, this guy knew my name. He chatted with me a few times. That's all. Talk to me? That will be just so impossible! HAHA XD. Hate to admit this but sometimes, I miss chatting with him. Okay, God, strange! I shouldn't be, should I?! I must just like Mystery H!
I feel like I'm in Chanyeol's position in See The Star, the so damn sad fanfic that makes me crazy like crazy!
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!
GUESS WHAT?!
My crush, once, told me that I'm cute and he asked me to be his girlfriend for 2 times!
2 KALI, BEB! *overexcited*
But confirm lah saya tolak.
Anyway, he's just so naughty at that time! He's my friend's friend. Hmmm... It all started when he popped me a chat, asking me if I'm S____i's girlfriend.
(Ngek, tak ingin saya dekat pakcik tu. Dia selalu je sakitkan hati saya! 2 hari berturut-turut jumpa dia tu, dia selalu sakitkan hati saya je. Well, saya jumpa dia 2 hari je. Yang lain, tak jumpa pun. Kita mengeratkan silaturahim dengan berchatting di Facebook!)
Okay, anyway, I have to finish my homework! GAHHH, hate it! Jeongmal sirheo! Haaa, sirheo tu maksudnya hate... Gitu lah. Saya lupa bagitahu hari tu.
So, assalammualaikum.
Huh, if only lah saya tahu yang saya akan suka dia sekarang, mesti saya akan selalu chat dengan dia!
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Giving up
"Giving up doesn't mean that you are weak. Sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let go of the past."
People always say, "don't give up." But nah, sometimes, you have to give up on something that is not worth it... What's the point of feeling much pain but it's all just a waste?
What do I mean?
LOVE...
It's always just so hurtful but sometimes, it's worth the hurt. But what if it's not worth it? What if it's just a waste?
Some people will not give up on their crush until their crush like them back or pay attention to them.
Is that correct?
Well, I'm not one of them, to be honest. You know, for me, it's just like a waste of time. I don't need to try very hard in order to attract my crush's attention. Huh, it's not like I'm saying that I'm just too great that I don't have to do anything. No! It's just that... I prefer to love him secretly, even though it's not really in a secret way.
By just seeing him, my heart jumps in joy. My lips turn into a smile. I'm happy with it.
See?
Sometimes, we don't need our crush to love us back in order to be happy.
Well, for him to notice me is just so weird. For him to call my name is too impossible. For him to talk to me is very unbelievable. And for him to like me back, is a MIRACLE!
But nah, everything is just so impossible, except if he's in the same class as me. But it's too late already! :(
Should I give up? Nah, I haven't so anything yet. Nothing to give up. Yeay to myself. I've never tried to attract his attention.
But I did give up on him... My other crush. Why?
Because I think that I'm just wasting my time by liking him. Well, this guy knew my name. He chatted with me a few times. That's all. Talk to me? That will be just so impossible! HAHA XD. Hate to admit this but sometimes, I miss chatting with him. Okay, God, strange! I shouldn't be, should I?! I must just like Mystery H!
I feel like I'm in Chanyeol's position in See The Star, the so damn sad fanfic that makes me crazy like crazy!
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!
GUESS WHAT?!
My crush, once, told me that I'm cute and he asked me to be his girlfriend for 2 times!
2 KALI, BEB! *overexcited*
But confirm lah saya tolak.
Anyway, he's just so naughty at that time! He's my friend's friend. Hmmm... It all started when he popped me a chat, asking me if I'm S____i's girlfriend.
(Ngek, tak ingin saya dekat pakcik tu. Dia selalu je sakitkan hati saya! 2 hari berturut-turut jumpa dia tu, dia selalu sakitkan hati saya je. Well, saya jumpa dia 2 hari je. Yang lain, tak jumpa pun. Kita mengeratkan silaturahim dengan berchatting di Facebook!)
Okay, anyway, I have to finish my homework! GAHHH, hate it! Jeongmal sirheo! Haaa, sirheo tu maksudnya hate... Gitu lah. Saya lupa bagitahu hari tu.
So, assalammualaikum.
Huh, if only lah saya tahu yang saya akan suka dia sekarang, mesti saya akan selalu chat dengan dia!
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