Saturday, June 16, 2012 | 12:21 AM | 0 Alien
I must be crazy. Please tell me that it was a dream. I'm... SPEECHLESS. Right now, when I'm typing this, my tears are rolling down my cheeks. I can't believe it. I keep reading and reading it, just to make sure that it is not true. But I guess it is true. *sigh*I read THIS ARTICLE just now. I'll just put the heartbreaking sentence.
Member L also made an explosive confession that he had a girlfriend he kept hidden until now, causing his fellow members and their manager to hold their breaths.
Read that? He has a girlfriend. A hidden girlfriend.
I know, I must be happy for him. I must accept the hurtful fact. But I can't... I can't... Maybe, one fine day, I can but for now on, I can't. And now, officially, I won't EVER imagine about him AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN!
Wait...
Did he just lose a fan? Maybe~
I won't be as excited as I was before when I watch INFINITE perform... That's for sure. I won't talk about him ever again to my brothers or family. I won't... search for his pictures again! No... I won't.
And his pictures in my folder? I'll delete all of them. I'll try not to like him. I may seem cruel but it's better for me to do this than liking someone who has a girlfriend.
The same thing goes to Lay, though. He used to have a girlfriend, or he has a girlfriend, I don't know~ But after I know it, I'm starting to stop liking him. But I admire him as one of the EXO-M members.
But I totally can't do the same thing to L. I don't think I can admire him anymore.
So, now, who is my bias in INFINITE?
-NONE-
I hate it that I can't seem to move on.
Anyway, whoever she is, she is just so freaking damn lucky! *wipe the tears away*
GO L GO!
Maybe I'll just continue to be his fan... But not the fanatic one~
ICE PRINCE FOREVER! (?)
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Tutup cerita pasal tu. Tadi, saya terbaca status seorang hamba Allah ni, dia tulis pergelangan kaki dia berdarah. Oh my, saya rasa macam saya dah phobia dengan darah.
Did I tell you yang saya tutup mata and tutup my ears when my mom punya tangan terluka sebab basuh pinggan?
Dari situ, saya boleh tahu yang I WAS NOT BORN TO BE A DOCTOR!
So, mama, I can't fulfill your wish.
Wait... Not just mama lah.
My grandpa also wanted me to be a doctor. But I simply can't.
Allah dah tunjukkan saya benda tu so, sekarang, dalam list pekerjaan future saya, doctor dah dibuang.
Yang tinggal?
1) Novelist
2) Businesswoman
3) Accountant
What I want to do the most?
I wanna be a novelist and publish many great novels and then, I'll open up a bookstore, selling my novels and other novels and great books and I'll do the account for my bookstore.
There, I can do 3 work!
If I haven't cancelled 'doctor', I'll probably be like this:
I'm gonna be a successful doctor until I become a professor or specialist. And then, when I have spare time, I'll write novels and then publish it. Then, I'll open up a bookstore, selling my novels and other novels and great books. After that, I'll do the account for my bookstore.
See? I masukkan 4 work~
Hmm... I should've write my 5th chapter for My Lost Star but I can't... Or maybe I will... Molla~ Let's just see macam mana perasaan saya nanti ^_^
Angel of Blue Diamond Saturn!
