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Sunday, April 29, 2012 | 11:13 PM | 0 Alien
Okay, muka diaorg mmg so damn lain lah but x tau kenapa every time sye tengok dia, saya teringat kejap kat my dad. Bukan tengok dia mse time biase but bila tgk dia mse dia ajar Maths. Teringat masa dulu-2 bila ayah saya ajar sye Maths bila sye x phm.
The way diaorg ajar memang sebiji! Dia tunjuk satu-2 and then buat eye contact. Saya miss that moment mse ayah saya ajar tu. I miss it. Sekarang, dia x ajar dah. Dia dah busy...
Huh, I miss my dad so damn much. I miss the old him. Sekarang, dia dah macam x de masa nak luangkan. Asyik kat KL je. Rumah dia kat mana sebenarnya? KL ke Kuantan?! Office dia kat KL ke Kuantan?! You know what, last week, saya tengok muka dia somewhat macam.. 3 times je kott. Punyalah sikit!
I envy dgn org-2 yg ade ayah yg always ade masa kat rumah. Yang always spend time dgn family dia. Diaorg mmg lucky... Seryesly lucky ade ayah macam tu. Saya memang jealous dgn Aina. Ayah dia selalu ajar dia Science. Ayah saya? Satu apa dia x ajar. Bukannya dia x reti, but dia just x nak ajar. Ye lah, sye pon x mintak dia ajar. X nak kacau dia buat kerja/rehat.
Dia x pernah suruh saya belajar. Saya memang suka fact tu. Tapi, at least lah kan, show lah yang dia care psl pembelajaran saya. Tanyalah, how's study? Ade yg x phm? Trylah tanya mcm tu... Saya nak rasa how perasaan sye kalau dia tanya. Since saya ni jenis yg simpan je dlm hati, dia kene pandai-2 lah tanya. I'm not like my sister... Kalau dia x paham, dia bgtau. Yes, dia bukan jenis yg simpan dlm hati. dia let out everyhing!
I may seem happy je but deep inside my heart, hanya Allah je yg tahu. Kalau saya x boleh tahan sgt, saya akan luahkan kat kawan saya. Mostly, Qistina lah. But saya x nangis masa saya cerita kat dia. Saya just cerita, but, saya cerita tu in a happy way. Saya senyum... Macam ngarot je kan? But that's me. And lepas cerita dekat dia, rasa semua beban tu hilang. Kenapa saya lebih prefer nak cerita kat dia compare to my mom or my dad? Sebab dia faham saya. Dia tahu je cara nak buat saya smile.
So, that's me. That's Aida Sabrina, the girl who always acts that she's happy while she's not. People don't really know my emotions cause I always smile. Correction, I always FAKE a smile. Yes, someone emotionless like me can act.
Nisa, sebenarnye awak pernah tengok saya acting but awk x sedar je. X payah nak suruh saya act dah sebab saya dah memang act. Cuma awk je yg x perasan ^_^ Saya act mcm saya happy. Awak act mcm awk merajuk. HAHA XD. Saya x nak act macam saya merajuk sebab saya x nak tunjuk kat people yg saya ni weak. Yes, I'm just so fragile. I have a fragile heart. But you see, I'll never get to hate someone who once closed to me, even though kalau dia buat saya sakit hati giler. Kalau saya merajuk or sakit hati or marah, x akan lama punya. Sebab saya cepat maafkan org and saya ade Qistina. He3x.
Dengan org lain, saya boleh act. Tapi dengan Qistina, saya x boleh. Saya pernah nak buat-2 merajuk dgn dia but x boleh! Dia buat saya ketawa! HAHA XD.
Masa birthday saya nanti, saya nak wish 3 benda.
I want a happy family.
I want the old him back.
I want to be the best in everything.
Let's just wait... Lgy 3 minggu kott...
Oh yeah. Dlm list my ideal type, saya dah tambah satu bende lagi. Apa dia?
DIA KENE ALWAYS DENGAN SAYA BILA NAK CROSS THE ROAD.
Dia x boleh suruh saya cross the road sorang-2! And awak tahu x, conclusionnya, kalau nak tahu macam mana ideal type saya, just tengok Qistina. HAHA XD. Saya akan pegang tgn dia erat-2 bila nak lintas jln. Kalau ade kereta nak lalu, saya tarik tgn dia. HAHA XD. And then, bila sye tarik, dia akan ckp, "awk ni takut sgt lah. Jauh lagi kereta tu." Ye lah, jauh-2 pon, hari tu dah kene hon sebab lintas. HAHA XD. Pdhal jauh lagi kott! Mcm ngarot je driver kereta tu!
Okay, KOMSAS is calling me! I hate you, KOMSAS! Assalammualaikum!
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He's kinda like my dad
Siapa 'he' yang saya maksudkan tu? Jeng jeng jeng~ Cg Maths saya! Sapa eh? Lupa dah nama dia... HAHA XD. Kidding je. Cg Tarmizi... Dia memang kinda like my dad.
Okay, muka diaorg mmg so damn lain lah but x tau kenapa every time sye tengok dia, saya teringat kejap kat my dad. Bukan tengok dia mse time biase but bila tgk dia mse dia ajar Maths. Teringat masa dulu-2 bila ayah saya ajar sye Maths bila sye x phm.
The way diaorg ajar memang sebiji! Dia tunjuk satu-2 and then buat eye contact. Saya miss that moment mse ayah saya ajar tu. I miss it. Sekarang, dia x ajar dah. Dia dah busy...
Huh, I miss my dad so damn much. I miss the old him. Sekarang, dia dah macam x de masa nak luangkan. Asyik kat KL je. Rumah dia kat mana sebenarnya? KL ke Kuantan?! Office dia kat KL ke Kuantan?! You know what, last week, saya tengok muka dia somewhat macam.. 3 times je kott. Punyalah sikit!
I envy dgn org-2 yg ade ayah yg always ade masa kat rumah. Yang always spend time dgn family dia. Diaorg mmg lucky... Seryesly lucky ade ayah macam tu. Saya memang jealous dgn Aina. Ayah dia selalu ajar dia Science. Ayah saya? Satu apa dia x ajar. Bukannya dia x reti, but dia just x nak ajar. Ye lah, sye pon x mintak dia ajar. X nak kacau dia buat kerja/rehat.
Dia x pernah suruh saya belajar. Saya memang suka fact tu. Tapi, at least lah kan, show lah yang dia care psl pembelajaran saya. Tanyalah, how's study? Ade yg x phm? Trylah tanya mcm tu... Saya nak rasa how perasaan sye kalau dia tanya. Since saya ni jenis yg simpan je dlm hati, dia kene pandai-2 lah tanya. I'm not like my sister... Kalau dia x paham, dia bgtau. Yes, dia bukan jenis yg simpan dlm hati. dia let out everyhing!
I may seem happy je but deep inside my heart, hanya Allah je yg tahu. Kalau saya x boleh tahan sgt, saya akan luahkan kat kawan saya. Mostly, Qistina lah. But saya x nangis masa saya cerita kat dia. Saya just cerita, but, saya cerita tu in a happy way. Saya senyum... Macam ngarot je kan? But that's me. And lepas cerita dekat dia, rasa semua beban tu hilang. Kenapa saya lebih prefer nak cerita kat dia compare to my mom or my dad? Sebab dia faham saya. Dia tahu je cara nak buat saya smile.
So, that's me. That's Aida Sabrina, the girl who always acts that she's happy while she's not. People don't really know my emotions cause I always smile. Correction, I always FAKE a smile. Yes, someone emotionless like me can act.
Nisa, sebenarnye awak pernah tengok saya acting but awk x sedar je. X payah nak suruh saya act dah sebab saya dah memang act. Cuma awk je yg x perasan ^_^ Saya act mcm saya happy. Awak act mcm awk merajuk. HAHA XD. Saya x nak act macam saya merajuk sebab saya x nak tunjuk kat people yg saya ni weak. Yes, I'm just so fragile. I have a fragile heart. But you see, I'll never get to hate someone who once closed to me, even though kalau dia buat saya sakit hati giler. Kalau saya merajuk or sakit hati or marah, x akan lama punya. Sebab saya cepat maafkan org and saya ade Qistina. He3x.
Dengan org lain, saya boleh act. Tapi dengan Qistina, saya x boleh. Saya pernah nak buat-2 merajuk dgn dia but x boleh! Dia buat saya ketawa! HAHA XD.
Masa birthday saya nanti, saya nak wish 3 benda.
I want a happy family.
I want the old him back.
I want to be the best in everything.
Let's just wait... Lgy 3 minggu kott...
Oh yeah. Dlm list my ideal type, saya dah tambah satu bende lagi. Apa dia?
DIA KENE ALWAYS DENGAN SAYA BILA NAK CROSS THE ROAD.
Dia x boleh suruh saya cross the road sorang-2! And awak tahu x, conclusionnya, kalau nak tahu macam mana ideal type saya, just tengok Qistina. HAHA XD. Saya akan pegang tgn dia erat-2 bila nak lintas jln. Kalau ade kereta nak lalu, saya tarik tgn dia. HAHA XD. And then, bila sye tarik, dia akan ckp, "awk ni takut sgt lah. Jauh lagi kereta tu." Ye lah, jauh-2 pon, hari tu dah kene hon sebab lintas. HAHA XD. Pdhal jauh lagi kott! Mcm ngarot je driver kereta tu!
Okay, KOMSAS is calling me! I hate you, KOMSAS! Assalammualaikum!
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