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Am I jealous?
Sunday, April 1, 2012 | 11:57 PM | 0 Alien
Ada orang tu tanya pasal update novel. Orang tu pulak tanya pasal update blog. Sapa lagi? Aina lah. 
Semalam dah update, hari ni je belum update, dia dah cakap lama. Haisyyy.. So, ni x de lah special sgt untuk dia. 


Oh yeah, hari ini 1st April kan? April Fools? No way lah! Hari ni birthday Ustazah Amirah. 
Esok lak, 2nd April. X kan x tau? Birthday Qistina! He3x.
Hadiah dah set, kad dah set, tinggal nak bagi dia je. InsyaAllah pagi esok saya terus bg dia. X nak simpan lama-2. Berat beg!
Pakwan beli kan dia bear kecil sekali dgn coklat. Saya x sure dia akan suka ke x... But insyaAllah dia akan suka. Kalau dia x suka, saya akan suruh dia suka gak. HAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh*


Kalau tgk tajuk tu, x de maselah saya nak jealous dgn hadiah tu. Pakwan x de taste! But thanks to Pakwan lah sebab dah tolong belikan. ^_^. 


Masa otw to Klang, I just thought of something. Here we go~~~~




When I think about her, I think about him. Sometimes, I think... Why do I like him? I don't really have the answer. When my friends ask me, I just say, "he's nice." But actually, I don't know if he really is nice or not. 


The moment when he wrote 'awak' to me, I felt something. Something that makes me happy. Since that moment, I like chatting with him. You know, from that day, I like him. The next day, he saw me. I saw him too. He crept a smile. At that time, I was shaking. Oh God, I thought. 


Since then, I've always wanted to see him. Even if he didn't smile at me ever again, I didn't care. Seeing him makes me happy and I like it. It became my hobby after that. 


Right now, I think he knows that I like him. He knows it. I know, it's embarrassing. Once, he avoided me when he noticed that I walked in front of his class more than 4 times. But now, I wanna tell him. I don't walk there to see you. I'm not that crazy. I just wanna take a look at a guy there that my friends said 'handsome'. That's all.


I've also heartbroken when he told me that he likes someone. I tried to cry but I couldn't. I just could smile and smile. Since then, I've learnt to dislike him. But impressively, the pieces of my crushed heart could like him back! 


As the moments passed, I knew that my best friend likes him too. My reaction? *Smile* Yes, I just smiled. She didn't admit the fact that she likes him but as a girl, I knew that she likes him. Don't lie to me, dear... She made another account and chatted with him. My reaction? *no reaction*


And when I think about it again, I feel something... It hurts. Am I jealous? Jealous at the fact that she gets to chat with him while I'm not? Yes, we don't really chat now. Not my luck~ Seriously, I just want that girl to admit that she likes him. That's all. I can give up on him if she wants me to. There are lots of guys in this world. Better than him. But the question is... can I like them? I don't know...


You know, it's getting late and I gotta finish my oral preparations for tomorrow and my homework. So, assalammualaikum!

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