________________________________________________________________________________________ I just checked news feed and I saw a status saying : 


Andwae! Why L will have a kiss scene with Kim Yerim? Why!


I felt like... the time has stopped when I read that. My heart broke into trillion pieces! Seriously, I couldn't think of anything else to type. Can I cry now?


If that really happens, then, I guess... Maybe I'll stop loving him. But I don't want to. Ahhh... Eottokhae? I really wanna curse now! But I can't! If only cursing is not a sin... I swear I'll curse that stupid director and that woman! 


This is just so sickening! Darn it! My mood to do my homework is gone! You know, GONE! 


Oh my L! L, don't you think of your fans?! Have you ever think of how sad or heartbroken your fans will be if you do that stupid kiss scene? 


Right now, I just thought something that is just so weird. Do I... like L more than MH? 


Eiii... Bencilah! Wait.. Just thinking, if I dislike L, will I dislike INFINITE too? Oh God, that is the most horrible dream ever! Seriously, if I dislike INFINITE, call me CRAZY! 


You know, the thing that I really wish when I know he's going to act in Shup Up Flower Boy Band is... L will NOT have a kiss scene. 


This is what I wrote in the post about his birthday:


Happy birthday in advance, my ice prince, Kim Myungsoo a.k.a. L!
I hope you'll always smile! I'll always like, love and be your biggest fan no matter what. 
But... If you kiss someone, even in your drama, I swear I'll hate you! *eLements jgn marah. Kidding je. Don't kill me*
I really can't stand to watch you with another girl! Even in your drama! I'm serious here! Oh yeah... Anyway, INFINITE and L forever!


Read that? I wrote that I swear I'll hate him! But now... I'm not kidding! Huh... What kind of fan I am? This is my weakness, for your information. I always jealous! But...  Jealous saya berpada-pada. Kalau dah sampai tahap kiss ni, mana x jealous? IZZATI, do you read this? What will you do now? 


In my laptop and my phone, I have lots and lots and lots of his photos! And... When I dislike him, maybe I will delete all of them. Tapi sayanglah pulak. 


I'm heartbroken. Neomu a- a- a- apa... Maeumi a- a- a- apa... Neomu apa... Nae gaseumi apa. 


Huh, when I'm heartbroken, I always have the mood to rap. Right now, I'm rapping to T-ara's Ma Boo. CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO THE AMAZING RAP.


Rapping... This is the reason why I love rapping. Cause it makes me feel like my problems are all gone. 


Chinchaaa...  Luckily, I can rap a bit. Slowly, my sadness disappears. Alhamdulillah, Ya allah. 


So, gotta move on now... Assalammualaikum. 




PAST ♥ FUTURE

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Mine ;
Name : A!da $abr!na
Nicknames : A!da/$abr!na/Angel/BDA/Blue Diamond Angel/Alien/Dodo/Clown/Aidada/Chanyeol's Wifey
Korean name : Park Angelina
Birthday : 14th May 1999
State : EXO Planet, Earth, Saturn
Status : Officially taken by Chanyeol

Likes ;
☆ Kpop
☆ Chanyeol
☆ Blogging
☆ McFlurry Oreo
☆ Geronimo Stilton
☆ Fanfics
☆ Rapping

Hates ;
☆ Anons
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying person
☆ Liars

Facts ;
◕‿◕ Currently studying in SMART
◕‿◕ I express my feelings through fictions
◕‿◕ Sometimes I think I'm good in writing and sometimes I think I'm not
◕‿◕ Deep inside me, I want to write an English novel on my own
◕‿◕ Creating posters is one of my hobbies actually
◕‿◕ Love to read English novels but never really finish reading every word in them
◕‿◕ I can get so touched when I read sad fictions
◕‿◕ I love to collect quotes from fictions
◕‿◕ I only read angst fictions- kinda
◕‿◕ Wish I can be fluent in Arabic, English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin and Urdu ASAP
◕‿◕ I don't really like to do the same thing over and over again. Get sick of it seriously
◕‿◕ I have flaws but I'm thankful for that
◕‿◕ I want someone who doesn't care about me embarrassing myself. Example: If I accidentally make fun of myself, then he would laugh and then he would say things like "haha you're so embarrassing but who cares? My love for you won't ever change." Cheesy enough heh?
◕‿◕ And I want that someone to love me for being random. Example: When I write about random things out of the topic we're talking about, he would be saying things like, oh you're so random, why do I like you in the first place and such. Too cheesy I kennot
◕‿◕ Sometimes I talk too much
◕‿◕ I am so not romantic but I love romantic things but I'm so geli with all those romance thingy

"Capture well the moment because it is evanescent."

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Sya-Syahirah | Ana Marlina | Ana Min-Ji | My Lost Star | You're Cold, I like! | Loving You Secretly | Can't You See? | Blue Diamond Angel | Chanyeol's Wifey | ASK BDA

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Stories of De Angel

I express my feelings by writing stories.

Synopsis !

Prologue !

Chapter 1 !

Chapter 2 !

Coming soon !

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My Asianfanfics Fictions

My Lost Star !

Can't You See? !

Coming soon !

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My Crazy Hot Aliens !

My Crazy Hot Aliens II: The Invasion !

My Arranged Marriage with EXO-K's Sehun !

A Taste Of Your Own Medicine !

Murder In The Dark !

Yellow Dahlias !

Love Letters !

Coming Soon !

Is it true?

Sunday, March 18, 2012 | 7:40 PM | 0 comments

I just checked news feed and I saw a status saying : 


Andwae! Why L will have a kiss scene with Kim Yerim? Why!


I felt like... the time has stopped when I read that. My heart broke into trillion pieces! Seriously, I couldn't think of anything else to type. Can I cry now?


If that really happens, then, I guess... Maybe I'll stop loving him. But I don't want to. Ahhh... Eottokhae? I really wanna curse now! But I can't! If only cursing is not a sin... I swear I'll curse that stupid director and that woman! 


This is just so sickening! Darn it! My mood to do my homework is gone! You know, GONE! 


Oh my L! L, don't you think of your fans?! Have you ever think of how sad or heartbroken your fans will be if you do that stupid kiss scene? 


Right now, I just thought something that is just so weird. Do I... like L more than MH? 


Eiii... Bencilah! Wait.. Just thinking, if I dislike L, will I dislike INFINITE too? Oh God, that is the most horrible dream ever! Seriously, if I dislike INFINITE, call me CRAZY! 


You know, the thing that I really wish when I know he's going to act in Shup Up Flower Boy Band is... L will NOT have a kiss scene. 


This is what I wrote in the post about his birthday:


Happy birthday in advance, my ice prince, Kim Myungsoo a.k.a. L!
I hope you'll always smile! I'll always like, love and be your biggest fan no matter what. 
But... If you kiss someone, even in your drama, I swear I'll hate you! *eLements jgn marah. Kidding je. Don't kill me*
I really can't stand to watch you with another girl! Even in your drama! I'm serious here! Oh yeah... Anyway, INFINITE and L forever!


Read that? I wrote that I swear I'll hate him! But now... I'm not kidding! Huh... What kind of fan I am? This is my weakness, for your information. I always jealous! But...  Jealous saya berpada-pada. Kalau dah sampai tahap kiss ni, mana x jealous? IZZATI, do you read this? What will you do now? 


In my laptop and my phone, I have lots and lots and lots of his photos! And... When I dislike him, maybe I will delete all of them. Tapi sayanglah pulak. 


I'm heartbroken. Neomu a- a- a- apa... Maeumi a- a- a- apa... Neomu apa... Nae gaseumi apa. 


Huh, when I'm heartbroken, I always have the mood to rap. Right now, I'm rapping to T-ara's Ma Boo. CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO THE AMAZING RAP.


Rapping... This is the reason why I love rapping. Cause it makes me feel like my problems are all gone. 


Chinchaaa...  Luckily, I can rap a bit. Slowly, my sadness disappears. Alhamdulillah, Ya allah. 


So, gotta move on now... Assalammualaikum.